With my mouth gaped, I stared at her in shock and total
disbelief, unable to utter a single word. I tried hard to swallow, but my mouth
felt so dry. Every attempt at speaking ended at me shutting my mouth and
shaking my head vigorously in pain. She had her eyes fixed on me all that time,
wide, like I was demented or probably on the verge. I ran my hands on my face
several times hoping to open my eyes to realize it was just another dream; I
slapped myself thrice on the face with both hands in frustration, she felt the
pain like it was her own face, she rushed towards me to stop me from hitting
myself any further.
“Ben, what has gotten into you? Stop it right...”
I raised my right hand quickly into the air with clenched teeth,
and that forced the rest of the words back down her throat as she froze. I saw
the shock in her eyes, the fear and the disappointment registered on her face
just few seconds before I dropped my hand to my side, her left hand placed
against her left cheek and her eyes misty.
“Ben...Ben...” she cried. “...Ben, how could you?”
My anger dissolved into irritation, disgust...eyes fixed on
hers.
“Why are you ‘Benning’ me so? I haven’t even slapped you yet, so
quit been dramatic because I know the next part is where you play the victim.”
She took her hand off her face and placed both on her waist,
akimbo, lips twisted in an awkward angle. Just twenty seconds ago she was close
to tears and looked like one who had just been shot on the shoulder by the one
she love the most, but now...those fiery eyes, narrowed brows and pouted lips.
“Your hands do not necessarily have to land against my skin for
you to have hit me, Ben. You smacked me over and over again the second you
raised that hand...”
“-Maybe I should just finish what I started...” I said with no hint
of remorse in my voice.
“Ben!”
“Can you stop screaming my name, Euphie, it makes me sick!” I
said loudly. “...you make me sick, Regina makes me sick, Ben makes me
sick...you all f*king make me sick!”
She was speechless, calm; she slowly walked backwards and sat
down on the edge of the bed like a thunderbolt had gone through her. I felt
sorry for utterances, maybe I did say the wrong things; maybe I went a little
bit far...just maybe. I was in so much hurt and was trying to understand what
was going on...Mitch!
“What is going on between you and Mitch, Euphie?” I asked
coolly.
“-What do you mean what is going on between Mitch and i?..”
“-Don’t bloody answer my question with a question!...” I started
on my feet, directly above her, she cowed.
“You are accusing me of having an affair with Mitch, Ben.”
“I am telling it to you, to your face, that there is something
going on between you and Mitch...that, my dear wife, is judgment, not
accusation.”
“Why? All because he bought the house and let us stay in it still?...because
he was sympathetic to my plight and decided to be generous and...” her voice
breaking...does she ever get tired of crying?
“No, Euphemia! Damnit!!...all because he could have helped you
financially since he was that generous, or better still, loaned you the money.
He is my friend; he needn’t buy my house, Euphemia. Am I that stupid? Tell me!
What friend buys his childhood friend’s house double the worth? Tell me!!”
Inside the restaurant, I waited patiently for Mitch to grant me
audience, as he was busy with few things when I walked in. I had left Euphemia
chewing on my last words; obviously, she had never given Mitch’s gesture a
thought at all, but I have thrown her mind into a confused state; what is Mitch
up to?
“Sorry my friend, too many customers...” He said as he joined me
on the table. “What do I get...”
“Nothing, Mitch, don’t sweat it.” He must have sensed the
coldness in my voice despite all of my effort to act calm for he pulled back
and leaned against his chair with squinted eyes, curious.
“...i have got something eating me up, man. My mind is in a
mess, Mitch. That is why I have come to see you, I am sorry I couldn’t wait
till sometime later.”
He was calm and collected.
“The house? Right?”
I was taken by surprise.
“...she told you already; that’s good. Was hoping you ‘ll find
out later than now though.”
“How did you know I am here because of the...”
“-She told me.” He said with a smile.
When? That couldn’t be true. I got to the restaurant some twenty
minutes after I left home and he has been so busy all through, I never took my
eyes off him. So when and how did the ‘telling’ happen. What game is Mitch
playing here? What the hell is he up to?
“When?”
“She called me up on the phone some minutes before you came in.”
I hit both fist on the table in anger as I made to my feet.
“What the hell, Mitch!!”
All eyes on me...i cared less. “You have got to tell me what is going on
between you and my wife!”
“Keep your voice down, Ben...” he said in a hushed tone, still
calm and unperturbed.
“What game are you up to, Mitch?...” I yelled. “What game are
you playing with my family?!”
“You will shut the hell up, Ben! Keep your f*king voice down or
get the hell out!” he got on his feet.
We stood there, growling at each other, our heads some inches away
from contact. I refused to act on impulse because I that was going through my
mind at that moment was “kill the bastard”, I let my anger subside; I didn’t
have to be the first to back down, but I figured I was the intruder there, he
owns the restaurant.
“You hurt me, Mitch; you hurt me so much...” I said in hushed
voice. “What have I done to you to warrant my family becoming gamebox to you?
You my friend...”
“You hurt now? For real? You worry over what is not...Everybody
hurts...and, don’t call me your friend for I ceased been that years ago.”
Just what I thought, Mitch never got over the hurt he felt when
Euphemia chose me over him, he still believed I stole what was his.
“I will take my leave now.” I said calmly.
“And I will see you to your car.” He said with a smile.
As we made towards the exit, Mitch apologized to his customers
for the little embarrassing display, his hand on my shoulder all that time.
Just as we stepped out, she walked out of the cab that had just pulled over in
front of the restaurant, tired. the cabman got open the booth of the car and
two workers from the eatery came out to help.
“good evening sir.” She greeted Mitch as she walked in. It was a
little dark outside so I took me a while to recognize her, Anna. I turned to
Mitch...
“Is that not Anna? Your supposed wife?”
He had sent her shopping the minute they left my place, probably
to get some needed cooking stuff...whatever the case might have been. She only
saw me once, recognize me.
“That is Anna, my chief cook.”
Chidera Reginald.
What game is Mitch playing for crying out loud?
ReplyDeleteSuch is life Hun, thanks for reading my blog.
Deletei dont understand oo. whch type of play is this one na..ds mitch sef
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